what lies behind my shadow?: September 2006
Saturday, September 30, 2006

u woke up in the middle of the night for no reason... did this happened to you before?? well, for me.. it did.. last nyt was lyk the third straight time. i woke up at 4 something w/o no freakin' reason.. and after that i couldnt go bck to sleep.. its lyk im waiting for something. it was freaky and it actually pissed me off.. i woke up this morn' at around 1130. nd my head recieved an excruciating pain.. it was worse than last nyt. it feels lyk that someone's banging inside my head. my neck kinda hurts from all those rolling and moving coz i couldnt go bck to sleep.. nd yea when i woke up, it felt that i wasted half of saturday. yesterday, was boring.. nd 2day looks lyk its going the same way.. well, idk.. we'll see. tc ya'll, b safe..



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Friday, September 29, 2006

finally, the day ive been waiting for.. friday!!! I am so borrred.. gaahh.



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Thursday, September 28, 2006

wazzup wazzup? wats goin down? anong bgo ? la kong masabi. hahaha. hmm.. ano nga ba?? nothins up w/ me pretty much.. how bout ya? peace out ya'll take care stay safe



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wazzup wazzup?? anong bgo?? saken wla.. wla kong masabi.. wla din akong mgawa. hahaha. nothins up pretty much. nothing transpired lately.. tc ya'll peace.. hav fun ; )



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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

wat's wrong w/ me? i cant concentrate.. gaah, i cant even concentrate doing this blog. feels lyk something is missing inside of me. seems lyk everything is nothing but... idk.



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Sunday, September 24, 2006

lines that touches me...


i take one step away and i found myself coming back to you... my one and only you...

im the one who wants to be with you... deep inside i hope you feel it too...

waited on a line of greens and blues... just to be the next to be with you...

this could be the end of everything... so why dont we go somewhere only we know...

when everything is made to be broken... i just want you to know who i am...

and tell me that we belong together...

if im not made for you... then why does my heart tell me that i am...

i love you... I have loved you all along...

i keep dreaming... you'll be with me... and you'll never go...

stop breathing... if i dont see you anymore...

hold on to me... and never let me go...




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Saturday, September 23, 2006

strict..

i heard my mom talking about me, that she's being strict now and im lyk thats not cool.. nd yah, they were being strict the last few days.. i was thinking if it would really help me. coz lyk, my first progress reports were really below my standards, and it might be the reason.. nah, its not dat. there must be somethng else. anywayz, i might balance the things around me.. less going out, more something.. hehe. im gona lie low 4 a while. *intervention* theyre really getting on my nerves..



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i woke up dis morning and i thougt my toe was better. i tried to do a couple of normal steps and i made it. and yea, i decided to go w/ my mom to n. gate to buy some things.. i was wrng. it still hurts. i was walking really slow all the time, hehe. i was lyk always 10 steps behind. and i played ball w/ my friends.. i couldnt run. haha, but i made some shots though ; ) and yea, i made it worse, the bruise is now bigger. haha. nd yah, my mobility is very limited. well, i hope i get well soon. peace ya'll. b safe ; )



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Friday, September 22, 2006

greatest day of the week(so far)

12: 18 am, 2day was very fun.. my mom had a bbq party and yea, my frends came.. nd dat means fun. hehe. yah, i had a great tym.. we were planing a trip to VA, but i thnk it's canceled instead were gona make a video tom. yea, cant sleep.. excitement and my little toe hurts. i had a little "accident", my toe got sprained i think. my homy steped on it (u knw who u r). hahaha, just kidding. walking is not in my comfort side, but ill b fine.. and also, i got robbed.. i lost some amount of money. hehehe. but i got bck, i scared them away. hahaha, jke. anywayz, fun day.. had a great tym. im excited bout' tomorow. yeah. fast and furious ; )



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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

upperclassman

yup, im a junior at jhs.. well, we were sitting at lunch, i have c lunch btw. all of us are juniors and lyk, dis gurl came up to us and started talking nd she's a freshmen, she is so random.. nd we were lyk "ahemm, go bck to ur table" my lunchmates were being mean and stuff, and i just didnt care.. but we were lyk passing notes, talking bout her. throughout the lunch she was out of place.. i realy dnt knw y.. maybe it's just the effect of being a upperclassman.. anywayz, i got my progress reports. it was a C, 2 Bs, and an A.. yah, time to put my game face on and start blowing out the competition.



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Monday, September 18, 2006

my monday..

dis is wat happened throughout my day.. i woke up at 630 for skul and got home at 3, lets skip the skul thing since nothing exciting really happened. anywayz, today is my parents anniversary. my mom decided to throw a little party, but it was canceled... too bad, instead we ate at magiano's, the restau. around s. point. on the way, my mom and i had a little fiery conversation, we were getting on each others nerves and stuff, but we weren't fighting or anything though.. nd yea, in the end, i recieved words that really got in to me.. yea, u knw those words that hits ur conscience and pride.. it really brought me down.. anywayz, i had the "magelions of beef", i think that's the name.. its lyk a steak w/ mash potatoes, onion rings, and mushrooms.. it was really great.. after that we went to a party, i didnt eat, i was so full. the food looked great though, but it was too much for me to handle, hehehe. nd yah, dats pretty much it for the day..



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Sunday, September 17, 2006

Today is Sunday..

Wat a great day, i slept at lyk 2 last nyt, i could not sleep.. i wanted to go bck in front of the comp., but i didnt thnk sum1 would still b OL. ow, holycrap.. i forgot to call my homy, sowi. i woke up at 830, someone was bangin' lyk a cop at my door.. its to early for bangin' doors and yea, dat person took some blows from me. wahaha. and so i went to fix myself, i was in front of the mirror.. nd i was pretty much horrified(as iN, you guys should have seen my face, hehe) i saw these marks in my arms, yea, i myself took some pretty hard blows last nyt(you know who u are). did i just say blow? wahaha, not that kind of blow, wat a great mind i have, it's green. hahaha, jke. i remember my homies, my friend was freakin' hyper last nyt. anywayz, today is sunday, have that confirmationclasses at my church. sna classmates kmi ng homy ko, pu2nta kya un? hmm, my plan for 2day is to sleepthroughout the day, yeah!! It's only lyk 9 am and im looking for somethin' to do, i guess i found blogging. i wana do something fun that will let tym fly by as the pendelum swings. nd yah, i dont wana sit my ass in front of the comp. all day. i myt do something productive.. but yea, chatting is kinda hard to leave. well, im just gonna use the phone instead of the keyboard, hehe. it's been a long tym since i used my phone and had a good long talk w/ my homy. yea, have a great sunday ya'll, peace.



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Naka2bitin!!

2day turned out to be great.. well, almost perfect. nka gimick ako 2day, but nka2bitin.. ang agang umuwi ng mga homies ko. and ngaun wla na kong mgawa at hndi pa ako inaantok.. its lyk 1230 am. well, syng din dahil hangang 11 lng ung binigay skin na tym. shemay, sobrng aga. saturday nmn ngaun. besides those downparts, i actually had fun.. nag punta kmi ng n. gate.. tgal ko na ding hndi nkapunta sa mall na 2, hehe. may bgong theater cla, but mas mganda prin sa s. point. then nag road trip kmi papuntang burlington for walmart.. haha. nag pre2pare for a big party, wee. 17 days na lng.. then 28 days for the other one. nka2 excite. then kumain kmi sa kim-sun, vietnamese restau., one of our friends works hir. yea, astig.. na busog ako, haha.. den tumambay unti sa houz, my mgandang movie kmi na pinapanood.. d ko natapos, kalimutan ko din title.. den pumunta kmi sa houz ko, yea. nanood kmi ng tfc, pinatikim ko din cla ng sweet tea ko. hahaha. delectable! but yah, aga umuwi.. may last minute prank pa bgo cla umalis. wahaha. well played. overall it was a great day, i had a great tym w/ my homies. pero nka2bitin tlga.. ow yea.. monday is gona b great.. wahaha



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Saturday, September 16, 2006

hey peepz, im bck.. im into bloggin' again, wahaha. im having a new start. Anywayz, today is saturday. wla ytng gimmick.. haay, punta kyo d2 sa houz ko, pra masaya. take care now



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